Wednesday, March 31

Whee! It's Wednesday, and boy, am I glad today's over. J ones just came in, and our calli room's a mess, not to mention more than expected people turned up for the first session, and we are totally out of materials for them. the J twos have to actually camp out of the room to write for the first time. Gosh... Now, that didn't happen very often.

Saw two of my juniors, Jialing and Qianyin... Never thought they would join calli, but neither did I either. Lol. Fine, so I was desperate, but at least I didn't mind the practice, and I hope they'd stay, since they bought the materials and everything. Hmm.

Yeah, finally getting back the hang of updating my blog everything. Fine, almost every day. I'm trying already, and yeah, Marty sent back my chapter, and it's ready for posting!

Today's a good day... =)

Posted by Isabelle at 8:00 pm

Tuesday, March 30

Finally found the courage to revamp my blog, and it's looking good, though I would have missed my previous layout... Lol... Sometimes I'm just so contradicting... But it's good anyway, to just feel solitude whenever I'm just writing. Am I sounding old? I don't know. I wanna hide my age, doesn't feel too good whenever I let people know a lot. Am I being too insecure? Or just plain mysterious? Crap. Perhaps no one ever knew what I always did in front of a computer, and yeah, it just doesn't click. Bleax.

Some psychological problem? Nah, I'm not psychotic. At least I don't feel that I am. I just have a different hobby compared to other people. People can't understand why I'm stuck to the net so much, but to me, it's a way of letting out steam that's boiling out of me. I chose to write and read more, since it has been a great pastime. Weirdo? Think again. Fine, whatever you say. Doesn't really affect me, the way I see things as now.

I'm seriously stuck on playstation games. Currently trying to save bucks to get my hands on a PS2, but it seems like the cashflow rate's decreasing... Can't help it. Hope at least I get that by this year... Sigh.

Posted by Isabelle at 8:44 pm

Man. Whew.. He just walked away, and yeah, can't really write much when someone's breathing down my neck, watching everything I'm typing. He, as I refer to, is June Yong. Yeah. Ok, fine, so I'm paranoid, and this is after a public blog, but what can I say? Emotionally unstable. Can't let people read whatever I'm writing until I've posted it up. Attention seeker. Fine? Hmpf.

Now taking a short break from class and doddling around in the library when this guy pounced on my com and wanted to check movie times. Ya know the 'gospel of John'? That's the movie that I didn't know until recently. Fine, so I'm slow, I admit it, but a movie that wasn't as widely publicised as 'Passion'? You get the idea. Wanted to watch it tonight, along with his friend, but come on, my curfew times are as bad as those in sec sch. Argh. The downside of being an only child. What's wrong with all those parents?

It's ten minutes to my next class, and yeah, slacking for the rest of the day for GP lect, which I HOPE would be fun, though it's on globalisation. Yeah, the epitomy of joy. I know... Sigh.

Posted by Isabelle at 2:52 pm

Monday, March 29

Yeah, back to school, and it sucks. No bother though, it's just school. Lol... Yeah, right now it's my story that's bugging me, and Marty hasn't really replied me yet with the beta reading. Sigh. I can't wait to post up my new chapter... Wonder if it'll be good?

Posted by Isabelle at 8:15 pm

Sunday, March 28

Writing stories ain't fun... Here I am, I just don't know how I should feel... Good? About writing? About what? Hell. Just barely starting on a new story, coming up to chapter 3, and I feel that I just hit a wall. Barren. That's how I feel.

Posted by Isabelle at 9:45 pm

"I'm not in denial. I'm just selective about the reality I choose to accept." - Calvin and Hobbes

Great huh? Just felt so much this week. I'm stunned. I'm just became an utter weakling. Yeah, I'm not in denial, but just feeling crappy, because everything else is tumbling all over me, and I can't seem to find the strength to push it back to normality. Bad time. *winces* It's not a good day to be updating my blog...

Posted by Isabelle at 9:19 pm

Sunday, March 21

Yeah, so it's back to school time huh? Bah, I hadn't had enough of hols, and here I am, pushed towards monday. Yeah, been slacking all the while, and I'm now wondering what I actually did the past week. School, ps, com, go out... Man, I think I'm indulged. Too much. Ok, perhaps did a little reading, writing, drawing... But those are side things. And yeah! I finally finished Suikoden II, which was just in time. I had about enough seeing my six characters battle all over again for the upmteen time. Yeah... Hols... Fun yea?

Posted by Isabelle at 9:40 pm

Saturday, March 6

Fine, I'm just a bit cranky recently, but who isn't? I mean, hols are coming, people are getting their results, advancing towards somewhere... It's panic time. For me perhaps, and then coupled with tons of work that I haven't done (it's all stacked up there, stashed away in a corner so I don't have to see it)... Man, hols are great. And I have a week left to holidays! Break... *mouth inevitably waters at sight of the week-long break* Ok, so I'm exaggerating. Fine, but I have been totally wiped out long before hols, and not getting enough sleep. Come to think of it, I should be sleeping already, I've gotta wake up early tomorrow morning. Man, I barely get to sleep in on days like Saturday or Sunday. Wait till hols then... *Evil laughter* I'm a pig... I'm a dark-eyed pig... I'm a black eye pig... I'm a black eye pea... *Sings to "Where is the love?"*

The above passage just about tells you the level of sanity that I have remaining before hols...